san francisco changed my life. i don't know where to begin because that statement is more than enough to explain it.
i saw a snapshot of life how i've wanted to live and its a good thing i have photographic memory, because it's been all over me for the last 2 days. things are naturally just becoming understandable and all the positive thinking is affecting my rate of process. even if it slowed down it wouldn't matter because i can seriously see the light<3
in other news, someone put their pinkie finger in my tea, and well, its sweet enough to make some shit happen for me. july is here and i'm not overly stressing that ticket....probably because i feel like America is really wasting my time. the human race has enough problems then to be stressing over some bullshitty ass ticket. for instance, balding supermodels:
When Weaves And Lace Frontin’ Goes Wrong: Naomi Campbell’s Bald Spot Put On Full Blast
can't even explain how ridiculous it is for people to have the need to expose some shit like this. of course, the travesty of black hair is that chemicals will fuck your shit up. even i'm a product of that. but its all about beauty nowadays right? wrong. inner beauty has become such an expression that it affects out outer beauty as well. if there is anything i've learned the most over this past weekend is that we are all different and those differences affect how we look at the world. it grows, matures with us just like our bodies. its goes though phases, changes, incidents, LIFE, and becomes whatever we see on our exteriors. i'm trying to say i should stop judging people, judging myself, and appreciate everything for what it is. we live on this earth together and shouldn't have to be any certain way for anyone else because the people before us created the word "normal". i'm tired of comparing my apple to the oranges around me. sure, i want to "fit in" to a mold, a fashion world that is biased and un-accepting,but thats because i'm a giant who want's to feel small. don't hate.
[i'm so fucking extra...lol...MUSIC!]
Ali Love - Love Harder (Extended Version) by benstroud
yes, ali love is all in my booty-space since like 2 weeks ago and i wouldn't have it any other way!
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