8.17.2010
7.08.2010
7.03.2010
i wanna rock your body
bbq tonight. it's been a breezy day in long beach<3
Remix Selection by Tensnake
dancey is an understatement! i'm dying for some fancy footwork to come my way, but with this mta bullshit, i am without bus pass! this next week is going to be a serious mission of ant-boredom maybe some fashoin inspirational days!
i'm not even getting dressed today. gym shorts and a wife beater, don't judge me. but there should be shenanigans!!!!!
HAPPY 4TH EVERYONE!
Remix Selection by Tensnake
dancey is an understatement! i'm dying for some fancy footwork to come my way, but with this mta bullshit, i am without bus pass! this next week is going to be a serious mission of ant-boredom maybe some fashoin inspirational days!
i'm not even getting dressed today. gym shorts and a wife beater, don't judge me. but there should be shenanigans!!!!!
HAPPY 4TH EVERYONE!
7.01.2010
july 1st
Janelle Monae - Tightrope by user7206086
loving janelle right now, she's beyond fierce! her perfomance on the 2010 BET awards in honor of prince was p h e n o m o n a l ! prince was about it, at least i think he was...(i was too busy wishing i could touch him through the screen, damn that man is so sexy)
ANYWAYS
its the first of the month! july is goiong to be a bitch, nuff said. i have to get to compton to get an extension on thta ticket in order to get it payed in september. (at least thats the plan) i start that job placement class thing-a-ma-jig on the 12th until the end of the month! should prove helpful in the whole job situation. madre should be back from argentina soon, so i'll hopefully get to see her and talk faces.
happy july everybody!
loving janelle right now, she's beyond fierce! her perfomance on the 2010 BET awards in honor of prince was p h e n o m o n a l ! prince was about it, at least i think he was...(i was too busy wishing i could touch him through the screen, damn that man is so sexy)
ANYWAYS
its the first of the month! july is goiong to be a bitch, nuff said. i have to get to compton to get an extension on thta ticket in order to get it payed in september. (at least thats the plan) i start that job placement class thing-a-ma-jig on the 12th until the end of the month! should prove helpful in the whole job situation. madre should be back from argentina soon, so i'll hopefully get to see her and talk faces.
happy july everybody!
6.29.2010
real changes.
san francisco changed my life. i don't know where to begin because that statement is more than enough to explain it.
i saw a snapshot of life how i've wanted to live and its a good thing i have photographic memory, because it's been all over me for the last 2 days. things are naturally just becoming understandable and all the positive thinking is affecting my rate of process. even if it slowed down it wouldn't matter because i can seriously see the light<3
in other news, someone put their pinkie finger in my tea, and well, its sweet enough to make some shit happen for me. july is here and i'm not overly stressing that ticket....probably because i feel like America is really wasting my time. the human race has enough problems then to be stressing over some bullshitty ass ticket. for instance, balding supermodels:
When Weaves And Lace Frontin’ Goes Wrong: Naomi Campbell’s Bald Spot Put On Full Blast
can't even explain how ridiculous it is for people to have the need to expose some shit like this. of course, the travesty of black hair is that chemicals will fuck your shit up. even i'm a product of that. but its all about beauty nowadays right? wrong. inner beauty has become such an expression that it affects out outer beauty as well. if there is anything i've learned the most over this past weekend is that we are all different and those differences affect how we look at the world. it grows, matures with us just like our bodies. its goes though phases, changes, incidents, LIFE, and becomes whatever we see on our exteriors. i'm trying to say i should stop judging people, judging myself, and appreciate everything for what it is. we live on this earth together and shouldn't have to be any certain way for anyone else because the people before us created the word "normal". i'm tired of comparing my apple to the oranges around me. sure, i want to "fit in" to a mold, a fashion world that is biased and un-accepting,but thats because i'm a giant who want's to feel small. don't hate.
[i'm so fucking extra...lol...MUSIC!]
Ali Love - Love Harder (Extended Version) by benstroud
yes, ali love is all in my booty-space since like 2 weeks ago and i wouldn't have it any other way!
6.17.2010
june 17th
This Cold House by Strider.
i've been m.i.a. for a few days. alot has gone down, both good and bad. last night i got hit on by a dude as tall as me maybe twice my size. he told me i looked sweet enough to eat and said i should come home with him. the story is immense, in honesty its going to be with me for a while. i was sorta kinda scared for my life, but i was so engulfed in the miller high life that it was mostly hilarious. just goes to show you can't judge a book by its cover and i should probably butch it up a little bit before i get pulled off into an alley and raped sensless by some recently released jailbait.
i hate that i had issues blogging about the amazing shopping adventure last sunday with my sister. it was thrift heaven. i've still go tmy heart set on this tan leather jacket i found at out of the closet. soon to be on my wishlist!!!!!!! it had the cutest woven leather shoulder designs. it was destiny i tell you!!!
FRISCO NEXT WEEKEND!
looks like its going down!!! about 75% sure! i'm so excited, you dont even know!
i've been m.i.a. for a few days. alot has gone down, both good and bad. last night i got hit on by a dude as tall as me maybe twice my size. he told me i looked sweet enough to eat and said i should come home with him. the story is immense, in honesty its going to be with me for a while. i was sorta kinda scared for my life, but i was so engulfed in the miller high life that it was mostly hilarious. just goes to show you can't judge a book by its cover and i should probably butch it up a little bit before i get pulled off into an alley and raped sensless by some recently released jailbait.
i hate that i had issues blogging about the amazing shopping adventure last sunday with my sister. it was thrift heaven. i've still go tmy heart set on this tan leather jacket i found at out of the closet. soon to be on my wishlist!!!!!!! it had the cutest woven leather shoulder designs. it was destiny i tell you!!!
FRISCO NEXT WEEKEND!
looks like its going down!!! about 75% sure! i'm so excited, you dont even know!
6.11.2010
future ex-husband, post 1: John Parot
i'm going to start posting about guys out in the world who deserve an honarable mention as my future ex-husbands! basically its a list of men who give me the hots and why! today's post is a newbie, you can catch him on SJP's new BRAVO show "Work of Art: The Next Great Artist" He's the cutest guy and his art is PHENOMINAL! if you didnt catch the first episode here's the MEDIAWEEK snip-up and description:
BONUS: here's Bravo's video bio from John for the show:
lastly a link to his art on the WESTERN EXHIBITIONS site:
John Parot: Western Exhibitions
check him out, his work, and root for him on BRAVO wednesday nights @ 10pm so worth the watch<3
june 11th
"a man should look as if he had bought his clothes with intellegence, put them on with care, and then forgotten all about them."
i woke up in the fowlest of moods, didnt get muich sleep due to "attack of the arachnids part 3" staring me till like 5am. ive had the biggest headache and an itch in my throat...i can't tell if i'm sick because when i'm sick i always feel tired and hungry...thats kind of been my everyday get up for like the last month. trying to plan out alot of stuff for next week, but everything just isnt peicing together. i did get some laundry and cleaning done before i left the house, even talked to friends about some 80's dancing and jiving on monday night in hollywood. we'll see if it happens, my brain is like half functioning for me to try and plan anything else out.
after washing my clothes i figured out that all the clothes i have are in pretty bad shape. it's getting ot the point where my jeans are starting to rip again and nothing fits around my waist. all of my shirts are either torn somewhwere, really big, or just worn out. i'm thinking of spending part of next week mending clothes and being creative...i'd much rather be working!!!!!
p.s. still on my retro music tip, check this mix i found on sound cloud<3
Do Your Own Dirty Work- Retro Electro/New Wave Mix by Schwarzschild
i woke up in the fowlest of moods, didnt get muich sleep due to "attack of the arachnids part 3" staring me till like 5am. ive had the biggest headache and an itch in my throat...i can't tell if i'm sick because when i'm sick i always feel tired and hungry...thats kind of been my everyday get up for like the last month. trying to plan out alot of stuff for next week, but everything just isnt peicing together. i did get some laundry and cleaning done before i left the house, even talked to friends about some 80's dancing and jiving on monday night in hollywood. we'll see if it happens, my brain is like half functioning for me to try and plan anything else out.
after washing my clothes i figured out that all the clothes i have are in pretty bad shape. it's getting ot the point where my jeans are starting to rip again and nothing fits around my waist. all of my shirts are either torn somewhwere, really big, or just worn out. i'm thinking of spending part of next week mending clothes and being creative...i'd much rather be working!!!!!
p.s. still on my retro music tip, check this mix i found on sound cloud<3
Do Your Own Dirty Work- Retro Electro/New Wave Mix by Schwarzschild
6.10.2010
time travelin'
05) Soul II Soul - Back To Life by Namidawg
sometimes i wonder what life would have been like to live in the 80's or 90's as a teenger/adult. i personally grab alot of my fashion/lingo/"swagg" from various pop artists and famous moguls of those eras. especially with fashion in its neverending loop, 90's has come back on the map. i love coming across some of the new age "madonna mommas"
i think when it comes to self-expression and personal aesthetics, everyone can't be original anymore. i mean i look at the gaga's and xtina's and i go "it's been done before!" they just put things where they werent before and turn it into something "nu." don't get me wrong i ADORE it, but what about us no namers that just want to feel "authentic?" where do we turn to be fashion forward?
when making your own clothes has become the new "it" thing, how do you stand out amongst the fashion kings and queens?
sometimes i wonder what life would have been like to live in the 80's or 90's as a teenger/adult. i personally grab alot of my fashion/lingo/"swagg" from various pop artists and famous moguls of those eras. especially with fashion in its neverending loop, 90's has come back on the map. i love coming across some of the new age "madonna mommas"
i think when it comes to self-expression and personal aesthetics, everyone can't be original anymore. i mean i look at the gaga's and xtina's and i go "it's been done before!" they just put things where they werent before and turn it into something "nu." don't get me wrong i ADORE it, but what about us no namers that just want to feel "authentic?" where do we turn to be fashion forward?
when making your own clothes has become the new "it" thing, how do you stand out amongst the fashion kings and queens?
june 10th
Microclinic - Asphalt by microclinic
its days like this that prove paying it forward has its rewards. things are coming together slowly but surely, its staying on that wave of positivity that's key to success! smc is well under way for fall, i've really got to give it my all this time around. i've got support from people who i actually trust and look to for guidance. what's even more rewarding is through the people i've helped i've seriously made an impact with just simple conversation! it seriously means the world to me to be that voice, that inspiration, the key to the door to helping someone better their lives, even in the smallest of instances. i've still got a lot of growing to go myself, but for what its worth, the guidance i've given has shown me that i still have that light inside me. it dimmed low for so long, but its starting to spark again. just have to keep looking up and ahead, no more looking back at my problems and just learn from the mistakes i've made. become the person i've always dreamed to be and stop limiting my potential based on how others around me are feeling. living for yourself can still be helpful to others in the greatest way. be the example people should follow!
its days like this that prove paying it forward has its rewards. things are coming together slowly but surely, its staying on that wave of positivity that's key to success! smc is well under way for fall, i've really got to give it my all this time around. i've got support from people who i actually trust and look to for guidance. what's even more rewarding is through the people i've helped i've seriously made an impact with just simple conversation! it seriously means the world to me to be that voice, that inspiration, the key to the door to helping someone better their lives, even in the smallest of instances. i've still got a lot of growing to go myself, but for what its worth, the guidance i've given has shown me that i still have that light inside me. it dimmed low for so long, but its starting to spark again. just have to keep looking up and ahead, no more looking back at my problems and just learn from the mistakes i've made. become the person i've always dreamed to be and stop limiting my potential based on how others around me are feeling. living for yourself can still be helpful to others in the greatest way. be the example people should follow!
6.09.2010
optimistic
now playing :: stars explode - the emergency
stomachs growling, minds racing, time keeps ticking along. today was one
of those days where i kept thinking of proverbs and sayings to keep my
negativity at bay. "the end can be a start" "there's no giving up until
you die" "things will get better soon" "hey that guys really cute" the
list keeps going... i came home to my room in shambles yet again...(i
always wonder what is is my dad can't find in here, is he even looking
for anything?) to top it off my phone charger broke. it was just one of
those bad luck days! but i guess that's karma at work. like i'm paying
past debts from things i did in my past, or maybe its just payment for
the good coming in my future? only time will tell.
june 9th
todays been rather outlandish to say the least. just got done with my 2
hours of library computer time. decided to check out some books
today...2 mangas, "abc of men's fashion" by hardy amies, also a nylon
street fashion book. hoping to find some inspiration amongst my new
shopping trends. seriously getting skinner has just proven to be a
burden. my clothes don't fit and i lack motivation for wearing anything.
guess i should join a nudist colony?
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