optimistic

now playing :: stars explode - the emergency

stomachs growling, minds racing, time keeps ticking along. today was one
of those days where i kept thinking of proverbs and sayings to keep my
negativity at bay. "the end can be a start" "there's no giving up until
you die" "things will get better soon" "hey that guys really cute" the
list keeps going... i came home to my room in shambles yet again...(i
always wonder what is is my dad can't find in here, is he even looking
for anything?) to top it off my phone charger broke. it was just one of
those bad luck days! but i guess that's karma at work. like i'm paying
past debts from things i did in my past, or maybe its just payment for
the good coming in my future? only time will tell.